- - Welcome to Working Life and It SUCKS! - -

It has been long time since I updated my blog. Anyway, I have started working for almost two months. Now I realised that working life is really not fun. I prefer to study rather than work. Erm.... I guess I will love to work if the working environment is good. But from what I experience, I don't like my work place. My dislike arises from the people who work in the company.

I think my work place has sooooo many red-tapes that need to be cut off. I don't like it also if I have to keep changing and changing what I had done as it's like a never ending job. Currently, I'm in charge of our new website revamp. I have to do all the write up for our company information. I'm pressurised by the dateline and when I'm about to submit everything to the web designer, I need to change my write up again!!!! HAIIIZZZZ. When is this whole thing going to end? Even the web designer get so frustrated with our company. Of course me is more frustrated as I'm sort of the "middle man".

I also don't like my supervisor. At first my impression about him was not very favourable. But then I changed my impression that he was not as bad as I had previously thought of him. But now, I think he is erm actually not as good as what I thought of him. Yes, he is smart and experienced man. But he should have guide me when I'm doing my things. Somehow I think that he is a very temperamental and moody person. He just want everything to be done as quickly as possible. I had done my work but when I need him to check, he is no where to be found. He even does not bother to check my work sometimes! It's very difficult to work with this kind of person to be honest. To make matter worse, he can just scold people out of sudden hmm.

I hope I can hang on in this company at least until I get my Permanent Resident (PR) card......GOD please help me. God gives me a tender and patient heart just like yours.

Zero-X ranted @ 9:14 PM ;
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- - Breaking Up is Hard to Do... - -

Don't take your love away from me
Don't you leave my heart in misery
If you go then I'll be blue
'Cause breaking up his hard to do

Remember when you held me tight
And you kissed me all through the night
Think of all that we've been through
Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

They say that breaking up is hard to do
Now I know, I know that it's true
Don't say that this is the end
Instead of breaking up
I wish that we were making up again

I beg of you, don't say goodbye
Can't we give our love another try
Come on baby, let's start a new
'Cause breaking up is hard to do

Zero-X ranted @ 10:24 AM ;
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- - How Can I Not Love You - -

Cannot touch, Cannot hold,
Cannot be together
Cannot love, Cannot kiss,
Cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet
and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel,
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on,
Must not say what we no longer long

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
When you are gone

Zero-X ranted @ 7:00 PM ;
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- - Please Understand... - -

Please understand my decision...I guess I do miss and still care for u......

Zero-X ranted @ 9:19 AM ;
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- - Untitled... - -

I have been very lazy to update my blog. I know I have been posting lesser and lesser blog these days...even none for the past 5 months. But here again back to my blog...after absent for about 5 months. Maybe people even think this blog doesn't exists anymore hehehe....Let me just pour all of my frustration here...

Just when I thought I finally find a peace and rest, deep down I haven't found that peace yet. Just when I thought I finally find a rest by having a shoulder to lean on....I still do not have that rest that I have always longing for...I'm frustrated...I'm confused...I'm lost. It's so frustrating when you don't know what you are really looking for in life. It's also frustrating when you already know what you want, but you still clouded with so many doubts within you. It's so frustrating when you are thinking on how you are going to get what you want and you don't even know how to get it.

But...I remember one thing:

"Come with Me to a quiet place and get some rest." (Mark 6:31)

And He shall give me that peace and rest..

Zero-X ranted @ 10:55 PM ;
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- - Hurayyyyyyy!! Time to Go Home - -

Huraaaayyyyy!! Tomorrow I'll be going back to my hometown. I'm so tired for running around almost the whole Singapore to buy stuffs for my family. Fuihhh........but I guess it's worth it because I can eat all the delicious food later on as my reward =D. But...it's a pity hunny can't come with me...If he also go back, I think my happiness would be doubled hehe =P.

Zero-X ranted @ 8:11 PM ;
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- - Can't Wait to Be Home - -

Hurrraaaaaayyyyyyy!! I've been counting the days for the day I'm going back to my hometown. I can't wait to be home. I miss my family badly and I miss all the delicious food back home. Nyum...nyum...nyum...Let see how many kgs I will put on after my 10 days holiday in Indo LOL! Ohh please, let it be soon cos I'm already sick of Singapore food =P. But, somehow, I'm afraid of putting on weight too. I noticed my tummy is getting bigger everyday wakaka. Maybe I'm just too happy...or perharps too lazy to walk after food =P.

Hmmm....but it's a pity, I would leave hunny behind. How I wish he can come with me to our hometown =(. Too bad, it's not his holiday yet. Also, we would not be able to chat everyday cos the desktop at home is currently out of order. But, we can still sms each other ;-).

Zero-X ranted @ 8:42 PM ;
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