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Hmm hmm what should I write? It has been a long time I didn't post my blog. I really don't have a clue what to write. But anyway, right now, I know what I want to write.

Hmm it's really difficult for me to access the internet in indo. I guess I really can't live without internet. LOL.

Yup....internet in Indo very slow!! Poor service and mostly, still using dial up. Haiz.....When you open a web it will take up about 5 minutes. Hey...I haven't done much stuffs on the internet and 1 hour is already up. Another thing, dial-up truthfully cost a bomb for me who is very fond of going on line.

I got scolding from my uncle quite a few times if I go online in the morning or afternoon. The best time to go online is at night....But, I guess they just don't understand why I need to go online in the morning or afternoon.....Hmmm I had explained my reasons to my dad. He does understand but still, he advice me to go online at night...And my dad also advice me to limit myself in using the internet. He just paid the internet and phone bill and it cost a huge bomb!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm I do think sometimes: "If only I'm in Singapore, I can surf the net all I can, without worrying about the cost and the phone call that going in or out".

Silly of me...suddenly thinking about my "wishful" thinking again. Silly of me...silly gal!!

Zero-X ranted @ 2:52 PM ;
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- - Well Well.... - -

Hmm it has been days since I last updated my blog. I admit, many things happen within these past few days. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX....And me........for sulking one night. Thank goodness the problem is solved.

However, another thing happens again today. Hmm.... my little brother down with fever. It's too sudden. Earlier of the day, he is fine....still jumping around, being naughty as usual. I'm just worried because tomorrow he has final exam for two subjects...Hm....But I hope he will recover soon.

And me....perhaps I'm going to fall sick soon. A while ago, I feel very cold and now...I feel very hot. Haiz....what's happening to me??? I hope it's nothing serious. I had drunk some medicine.

Zero-X ranted @ 8:33 PM ;
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- - Novel - -

What should I write??? Hmm I don't do much today. However, I completed reading 2 novels. First novel called "Dari Jendela SMP" written by Mira W. It's a touching story about 2 secondary school students. They are just 15-year-old and having sweet innocent love. Joko and Wulan love each other....but Wulan's parents disapprove of their relationship. Wulan's father thought that Joko is a bad influence...a bad boy. However, Joko is not as bad as what he thinks he is. He is just a victim of situation.

Hmm accidentally, Wulan is pregnant with Joko's child. Her father intends to marry her to one of his employee in the office. But, Wulan refuses. She only loves Joko. At that time, Joko is wanted by the police. He injured a man when he is drunk. He takes Wulan away with him...Hmm....but then Wulan end up in hospital. Really a touching story....Sadly, not a happy ending story....Tears wreaking story hiks...hikss...hikss...

Second novel called "Cinta Seorang Playboy" written by S. Mara. Gd. Jeffri is a famous playboy and he has a strong belief that dating and going steady is great...but married, a big NO. He comes from a broken home where his parents divorce when he is just 12 year old. It becomes a huge blow to him, a trauma....and he is truly anti- marriage.

Until one day he met Natalia. He falls in love at the first sight. And it's a happy ending story. Although they have to go through a lot of problems but they still together in the end. I learn a lot from this book about love.....

One thing that I learn...Love....is not about owing the person that you love. But to set her free is the real love. In the novel it's written "our heart is just like a video tape...it's full with sweet and beautiful memory...however, sometimes it's good to forget it. To forget it, we just need to re-tape a new sweet memory over the old one. In the end, we truly erase the old memory and what is left is the new memory". I don't know if you guys get what I'm trying to say. Perhaps, I'm not good enough in expressing it.

To forget something painful, people often busied themselves in their work. When the live alone...when the feel lonely..at home they just turn on the TV, without watching. Just to chase away the loneliness and quietness. Hmm...I think it's true...

Another thing, those broken hearted people keep thinking and thinking about the love of their life. He or she will try very hard to forget and push the memory to the back of their mind. One thing that they don't realize is that the more they force themselves to forget, the memory become more vivid. The key thing is to do it slowly....slow but sure. In the end, we can just forget those unhappy memories.

Do you feel lonely??? Hmm.... I don't know. If only you would tell me. I don't mind to be a new memory re-taped over the same video tape to erase the old memory....If only you let me to....

Zero-X ranted @ 10:01 AM ;
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