- - Ku Katakan Dengan Indah - -

This is one of my favourite songs from a famous band from Indonesia, Peterpan. Enjoy the lyrics....

Ku katakan indah dengan terbuka hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka menghampirinya
Kau beri rasa yang berbeda mungkin ku salah...
Mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Kau hancurkan hatiku tak tertahan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu...

Hmm again..another heart break song. Kau beri rasa yang berbeda mungkin ku salah...Mengartikan nya yang ku rasa cinta. Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikan mu..terlalu meninggikan mu. Hmm begitu lah yg kurasa...Bego banget kan yah??? Sudah di hancurin hati nya berkali2...masih mauuu aja di hancurin terus. Tar sampe udah nga ada hati..baru rasa hehehe.. Yah mo gimana lagi. Emank gt sihh org begoooo. Hopelessly in lophh.

Zero-X ranted @ 7:57 PM ;
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- - My Story Part 2 - -

Actually, I had written the introduction of my story quite sometime ago. And somehow I don't have any inspiration to write. But hey, at last I had come up with the next part of the story. Hmm somehow, I think the quality of this second part is not as good as the earlier part. I don't know. Anyway, just enjoy the story and feel free to give me some feedbacks on the story =). Here is a little bit of recap in case you guys had forgotten how the story line goes......

Part 1

I stared through the darkness of my room as I lay awake in my bed. I tossed and turn in my bed as the clock ticking its arms to 12-midnight. My head was in a whirl and I just lost in the darkness of my room. A hint of ray from the main road peered through my window pane and it formed a bright spot on the ceiling. I whispered to myself, 'I wish you are here with me.... ,' as I looked outside to the gloomy and starless sky. How I wished I could just tell you everything that went through inside my mind.

Images of the earlier day crept into my head. All those scenes replayed over and over again in my mind. It was not clear though. They were just fragments; as if watching a movie from scratched compact disk.

I remembered I was overwhelmed with emotions that I could hardly contain. As I walked aimlessly into the lonely road, my eyes were welled up with tears that blurred my vision. I inhaled deeply down to my lungs to prevent those tears from rolling down, but to no avail. Still in my disbelieved, the mere words were capable to shatter me into pieces.

Back to the reality where my body still laid on the bed. At the back of my mind, all those thoughts exhausted me. I refused to recall any of them because it would only inflicted another fresh scar in my already wounded heart. As I closed my eyes to sleep, I decided to let it be a deeply buried memory. My new tale would unfold as the sun greeted me the next day.

Part 2 :

The sun teased my tightly shut eyes with its amazing morning glory. I heard a sound that seemed to be from a distance. There, the same sound again, yet grew louder and louder with each passing seconds. "Ugghhh.....what's that noise," I grumbled to myself. I groped around my bed to find that source of noise. " Ahhhh.....I got you!!" and I quickly switched off the alarm clock. I should have taken it as a warning inside my head. However, my head and body could not cooperate with each other. My head told me to hurry and get ready for school but my body refused.

After sometime, I gathered all my energy to wake up. I walked myself to the bathroom with my eyes half closed. I stepped into the shower cubicle and started the tap water running. The ticklish sensation from the water made me fully awake and refreshed. My mind started to wonder off when I got dressed. I thought that he and I were just like the sun and the moon. We were one of a kind yet so different. The sun and the moon were there to shine the world. The thing was one appeared in the day and the other in the night. How would they ever meet if it were so? Nevertheless, I knew for sure that the moon could not be without the sun. It needed the sun to be able to shine.

"Huaaaaaaaaaa.....enough of all this nonsense thinking!" I shouted loudly to chase my thoughts away. I glanced at the clock to realize that it was already 10 o'clock. "Great, I'm late again!" I cursed myself. Without thinking twice, I grabbed my bag and dashed out of my house while shouting my "I'm-off-to-school-everybody". Again, I left my breakfast untouched.

Every morning I felt a pinch in my heart. I thought to myself that my mom would be somewhat upset because I seldom took my time to sit down and enjoy my breakfast with my family. It was like not showing my appreciation and respect for what she had done for me. I had no other choice because that was what a dreamer wasted her time on: daydreaming. Moreover, my parents were a little worried about me. They thought that all those novels and TV programmes must have corrupted my mind. Hence, the daydreaming.

"I will make it up to you mom. I promised," I told myself while I kept running towards the bus stop. It was almost like that each morning with a new race against time to reach the school as soon as possible.

Yup guys...That's how the second part goes. Any comments?

Zero-X ranted @ 9:40 PM ;
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- - What does it mean???? - -

I've got a funny dream....Hahahaa it's kind of ridiculous, crazy, bizzare, and just hope it will not come true though. Even if it does come true, just hope that the reality will be the opposite of the dream!!!

I dreamt that I was in my hometown for my long holiday. It happened that my hometown is small and rumour is very easily spread. The rumour was that I especially came to my hometown to declare my love to "that special someone". And while I went swimming with my cousins, "his" mom came over to confront me after she heard about the rumour. Since I wasn't home, she confronted my mom instead.

After I got home from my swimming, my mom was infuriated...she was very angry with me. She cried, shouted at me...and even strangled and shook my body real hard. While strangling me, she kept saying ," Why must you get involved with this guy?? This is really embarrassed me when his mom confronted me. I don't even dare to look at her in the eye. From today onwards, you won't have anything to do with this guy...ever...Do you hear me? Do I make myself clear??" And after that, my mom stopped strangled me and she kept crying and crying....

Huaaaa after that, I woke up because of that strangle thingie!!! It seems so real man!! Hahaha....yeah I hope nothing bad will happen..Really!!

Zero-X ranted @ 1:33 PM ;
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