- - Sunday - -

I go to the church with Shelly. It has been a long time since we are absent from church =P. We have our lunch at Takashimaya. We try new food something like glatinous ball. Taste not so good. I prefer my grandma's glatinous ball =). We window shop together and after that especially go to 7 eleven at Paragon to satisfy my craving of Mr.Softie. I like Mr. Softie =).

When I get home, I wash some of my clothes. Actually, I'm very lazy to wash them because those clothes need to be handwashed. However, I've got no choice but to wash them. If not, I will not have any clothes to wear for school. Haizzz, my back is aching =(. If only someone can help me wash my clothes..... My clothes also piling up...need to be ironed.....

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- - Thursday - -

I get my sociology assignment back. Too bad.... I only score 5/30 ='(. After class, Vie, Ris and I go to watch a movie called "Before Sunset" at Cineleisure. Oh my God!!! Can't believe it. According to the advertisement, the movie is rated 5/5 or 4/5. However, I don't think the movie deserves that rating. It's really a horrible movie. What a waste of money. From the beginning till the end of the movie...all the actors do is either walking or sitting. And they keep talking and talking non stop. I even sleep in the cinema!!!!! It's a boring movie. The actors should do something else which might catch the viewers' attention and keep them interested through out the movie. After the movie, I walk home.

When I get home, I start to clean up my house. Quite a tiring task because I do everything by myself. On the other hand, I'm happy because now my house is clean and tidy =D.

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- - Wednesday - -

Among all days in a week...I dislike Wednesday the most. It's a very long day with 3 subjets. The most boring subject is Business Management. I don't understand what the lecturer is saying and I think other students also feel the same way. This is really bad because the school change our lecturer so often. The worst nightmare is that our previous management lecturer keep giving us mind mapping and really....everybody is very confused. Our present lecturer...errm what should I say?? Since we are very confused, of course we can not follow the lesson. The previous teacher suddenly left without any words and the new lecturer doesn't know which chapter we had been taught. We, as a student, do not know either. All of us are lost in the middle of nowhere!!!

I just realise that there is camera installed in each classroom. I find it rather funny because I don't think it's necessary. Our academic director is also teaching Economics. When he taught a friend of mine from different class, he said the school is having a shortage of paper and staples. The question is why he didn't use the money to buy paper and staples instead ??? Afterall, paper and staples are the basic essential in every school.

Then...I'm not sure how does the camera work....Hopefully, I'm not caught in the act when I'm talking or playing =P.

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One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along a beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonged to him; the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life, there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why in times I needed you most, you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and sufferings. When you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you......".

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- - Tuesday... - -

Not much happened today. I accompany 2 of my friends to buy air ticket for December holiday. Maths tutorial lesson not bad....at least I'm not sleeping in class. I'm busy copying the correct answer from the board. I think my brain undergoes too much holiday and it still not working yet. Got to warm up my brain soon....no time to slack because time is running out. Somehow, I think the day change so fast everyday. I don't really do much and it's already night.....How I wish time can be a little bit longer or moves slower. However, the clock keeps ticking and it never stops.

Before I come back to Singapore, my family leave me some messages. One of them is got to eat more because I'm quite skinny. When I was in my hometown, I gained extra 1 kg....within days I lost that extra 1 kg...So, my task now is to gain extra 5 kgs (this is what my grandpa told me)....
..I'm wondering how to do it.

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- - Wanna Know What Love Is - -

Why we close our eyes when we are sleeping? When we are crying? When we are imagining? This is because the most beautiful thing is invisible. When we meet someone who share the same uniqueness, we blend in and fall into a similar but strange thing called love.

There is something that we don't want to let go, someone that we don't want to leave, but forgetting is not the end of the world but a new beginning. Happiness is there for those who cry, those who are hurt, those who searched and searching and for those who had tried. They are the one who can appreciate how important the person who had touched their lives.

True love is :
When you shed your tears and you still care for him or her...When he or she ignores you and you are devotedly waiting....When he or she starts to love somebody else and you can still smile and said " I'm happy for you ".

When love is not meant to be, free yourself. You may realise that you had found love and lost it. When the love dies, you don't have to die with that love.

A happy person is not someone who always get what he or she wishes, but those who still stand tall when they fail. In the journey of life, you learn a lot about yourself and realise that there should not be any remorse. Your love is still in his or her heart as an eternal throphy for the choices that you had made in your life.

Loving him or her is not how you forget the mistakes he or she has made but how you forgive. It's not how you listen but how you understand. It's not what you see but what you feel. It's not how you letting go but how you holding on.

It hurts more when you cry in your heart rather than weeping or complaining. The tears that you shed can be wiped but the hidden tears can leave a scar in your heart and it will remain.
Sad to be true, we often neglect love but when the love is true, even though you ignored it, love will still noble. And you've got to be glad that your heart is still loving someone.

Maybe, there would be time when you have to stop loving, not because he or she stops loving you but because we realise that he or she would be happier when we set him or her free.
However, if you love someone trully, don't let him or her go. If he or she doesn't requite your love, maybe he or she is in doubt or still searching. Don't ever believe that letting go means loving trully without expecting something in return. Why are you fighting for love? Maybe it is what we called true love....

Sometimes, the person who loves you the most is someone who never tells you how he or she feels. It is because he or she is afraid that you will turn your back on him or her and keep a distance. If one day he or she is leaving, you will realise he or she is the love that you never acknowledge.....

(Ps : Oh my God.... I think I screw up the whole thing this time =(. Still brushing up my English hehe....Hopefully what I posted can be understood )

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- - Another Saturday - -

I wake up early about 9....even though I still want to sleep a little bit more. I wash some of my new clothes that I plan to wear in my hometown. Can't believe it....at last tomorrow I'll be leaving Singapore after soooo long time. Hmm sometimes I just wonder...what if I just go back to my hometown for good and never come back .......

There are still quite a lot of stuffs that I need to buy....from chinatown market then back home....go out again to buy another stuffs at great world city and back again at chinatown area...so troublesome huh??? But luckily....I manage to buy them all...

I still need to do some packing....I'm not done with it yet. Hopefully, I don't leave something important. Hmmm what else?? I really wish I can meet that someone....I will try to update my blog when I'm in my hometown. Last but not least....wish me luck and safe journey =).

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Today, I watch oiuja board with Vie.....It's so embarrassing because we want to bring outside food into the cinema and stop by the staff. He "confiscate" our food and tells us to claim it back after the movie. We change our mind and eat the food outside the cinema first. Luckily, the staff doesn't see my drink and I just put it inside my big bag and hehehe we are in the cinema. Such a naughty girl huh??? =P. I think the movie is quite nice....not lame like ghost, another Korean ghost movie.

The funny thing is that from the beginning till the end of the show... those bunch of secondary school students are making soo much noise. The worse part is one of the students is errrm should I say "norak". He uses his handphone to record the movie...ohh my God...I don't think it's necessary. And the worst thing...another student start doing the same thing!!! Unbelieavable...absurd...

After the movie...Vie and I go to chinatown to buy some medicine for my grandpa. Back to school to sign out my attendance and we sit in front of the school for 2 hours to chat hahahaha.
Many lecturers and our school mates pass by and asking us the same question... " What are you guys waiting for???" or "Not going home yet??" but we just sit there and talk and talk. Talking about quite a lot of things....past and present..... hehe.....

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- - Do Better Next Time - -

Haizzzz.....I fail my first econ test =( ...what a disappointment. The question is very simple just like tutorial questions. I'm in a bad mood from the moment I receive my test paper till maths lecture. The classroom is very stuffy and it makes me feel worse. I can't concentrate during lesson. Luckily during break time I go downstairs to get some fresh air and my mood improved.
I have to do better next time!!!

Tomorrow, I will have business management test for term 1 materials. Hopefully, the questions will not be that difficult.

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- - Good News - -

I guess today I've become a good girl =P. Usually, during maths tutorial...I always feel very sleepy and end up sleeping in class....if not sleeping....I would be laughing or talking non stop. Ermm should I say...I've become a good girl since last nite =P. Last night, I did my homework from 8.30 pm till 11.30 pm....After that, I had my very late dinner which already considered as supper. I ate and chat at the same time...about 20 minutes....Then, back to my homework again till 1.00 am.

Today during class, I volunteer myself to do some of the maths problems on the board. After doing the problems, I go back to my seat and continue doing the maths problems on my own
and when I encounter some problems...I ask my friend to guide me.....within one and a half hours....I manage to complete 7 questions =D. Even another friend of mine sort of....errm wondering. She asks me to chat with her....but I keep doing the maths problems =P.

Hopefully, I will keep my spirit up....I really need to buck up because the mock exam is coming soon...........

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- - Are You Still Waiting For That Bus??? - -

A bus came and you said ," Ooo it's too packed, stuffy, in this case I can't sit comfortably....Let me wait for the next bus." The next bus came. You saw it and said ," The bus is not nice....not attractive enough.....I don't want to board it." The next bus came...cool...but seems like the bus driver didn't see you and just passed you by....The fourth bus stopped in front of you. It was an empty bus, not so bad. but you said ," The bus doesn't have air con...It will be very warm inside." Then, you just let that bus go.

Time passed, you realised that you were going to be late for work. When the fifth bus came, you were getting impatient and you straight away boarded the bus. After a long while, you realised that you had boarded the wrong bus....That bus didn't go to the direction that you wanted to go. You realised that you had wasted your time....

Morale of the story :

Often someone waits for the 'ideal' person to come along to be his or her soul mate. However, nobody can 100% fulfilled our ideality. Furthermore, we can't possibly become 100% ideal just like he or she wish us to be. It's not wrong to have some 'criterias' for our ' to be ' but it's not wrong either to give a chance to someone who appear in front of us which undoubtfully, has the same route as ours. If it doesn't suit us, we can't do anything... we can just shout 'Left', be respectful and walk out.

This story also means that if accidentally we found an empty bus, we like it and we can count on it, we can try our best to stop that bus in front of us, so we could be given a chance to board the bus. It's will be very precious and a blessing for you and him or she.

So....what bus are you waiting for???

Ps : Hmmm I guess this time I don't translate the story accurately and precisely =(
...but I hope the context is still there....

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- - Love is.... - -

Actually, I read this before somewhere and I like it very much....luckily I come across this thing again and I can put it in my blog. I translate it and modify it a little bit and hopefully will not affect the real meaning and the "art" behind it....

Love is just like a butterfly. The more you chase after it....the more it will run away.
But, if you let it fly, it will come to you when you least expected it. Love can only make you happy but often makes you sad. Love only precious when you give it to someone who knows how to appreciate it.

Don't rush.....and choose the best. Love is not about how to be a perfect soul mate for someone but how to find someone who can help you to be your true self. And because of that, you are perfect.

Don't ever say I love you.....if you don't care. Don't ever talk about the feeling that never exists. Don't ever touch someone's life if it will only break his or her heart. Don't ever look into his or her eyes if all that you did full of lies. The cruelest thing that someone can do to others is by letting him or her to fall in love while you don't intend to catch him or her.

Love not " This is your fault" but " Forgive me". It's not " Where are you???" but "I'm here". It's not " What do you think you are doing???" but " I understand ". It's not " If only you are like this " but " I love you just the way you are.....".

The right compatibility is not measured base on how long and how often both of you are together. But when both of you are together, both of you always complete each others' life and make life to have more quality.

Sadness and longing only felt as long as you want them to and cut through your heart as deep as you allow them to. The hardest thing is not how to bear sadness and longing, but how to learn from them.

Ways to fall in love : fall but do not stagger, be consistent but do not use force....sharing and do not be unfair, understand and try not to demand for too much........sad but do not keep that sadness.

It hurts to see the person you love is happy being with someone else, but it hurts more when the person you love is unhappy being with you. Love hurts when you are parted with someone, it hurts more when you are forgotten by your lover, and it hurts most if the person that you love did not know how you truly felt.

The saddest thing in life is to find someone and fall in love, and only to discover that he or she is not meant for you when you had spent your time for the person who never appreciates it. If he or she is not worth it now, he or she will not worth it for another year or even ten year........ So......just let him or her go.........

Remember, that love will come to you...just like butterfly. It will come to you when you least expected it. God create us with our own soul mate. We only need fate, time and effort to find the "one". I read somewhere before that our pinkies are tied with red string that is very very long and it is connected to our soul mate....I believe this...

Hopefully, I can wait patiently for love to come to me....and always remember these wise words =).

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- - My Saturday - -

Today I went to school because there is some sort of registration...I'm not sure what it is all about but according to my friends it's compulsory. I wake up early...lucky I'm not late to school.
We are waiting at the lecture theatre and not many students turned up for this event. There are about 25 students only....We waited and waited for 45 minutes and the school told us that the registration is cancelled. Oh my God...what a waste of my time....

My friends and I then go and have brunch...I eat fish and chips set and it's soooo oily...But can't be help I still need to finish it cos it's a bad habit to waste food. Kind of regret ordering the meal cos I think the taste is not that delicious...I should have ordered black pepper chicken chop instead...
After that, I go home with my full stomach....

Upon reaching home..... I chat for a while and I fall asleep for about 2 hours or so. When I finish 'recharging' myself...I start to clean up the house....the house is sooo dirty and in a mess...I'm happy that my house is clean now and worth calling a home =D.

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- - Until I found You Again.... - -

Lately I've been trying
To fill up my days since you're gone
The speed of love is blinding
And I don't know how to hold on
My mind won't clear
I'm out of tears
My heart's got no room left inside

How many dreams will end
How long can I pretend
How many times will love pass me by
Until I found you again

Will the arms of hope surround me
Will time be a fair weather friend
Should I call out to angels
Or just drink myself sober again
I can't hide it's true
I still burn for you
Your memory just won't let me go

How many dreams will end
How long can I pretend
How many times will love passed me by
Until I found you again.....

I'd hold you tighter
Closer than ever before
No flame would burn brighter
If I could touch you once more.
Hold you once more

How many dreams will end
How long can I pretend
How many times will love passed me by
Until I found you again....

Until I found you again..........

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