Tuesday, January 31, 2006
- - Happy Chinese New Year - -

First of all, I would like to wish all of you a Happy Chinese New Year. Honestly, I'm getting lazier and lazier each day to update my blog. Sometimes, I think there is no point of keeping this blog. That's because I've got nothing to write since my life is too routine. Furthermore, nothing is special about me, really!! I'm just an ordinary girl with an ordinary life. Hmm sometimes I do wish I've got an extra ordinary life hehehe...Anyway, I'm still me....still the unique me. @#$%&##$ What am I talking about? LOL =P.

On the first day of new year, me and my cousins went for a dinner at Peony Jade Restaurant, Clarke Quay. The restaurant provided nice food, nice ambience and nice design. I would like to recommend the restaurant to all of you guys. You should go there sometimes =). I took some photos there.....

Hmm what about new year resolution??? Honestly, I haven't make any new year resolutions on the 1st January. So, I take this opportunity to make it. Hmm let me see....Actually, I'm contented enough with my life right now. Even though sometimes I feel that I've been missing certain pieces in my life. But I guess, in time I will find all those missing pieces....

I want to be a better person. I think I've not been good enough to myself as well as others. I want to make the most of my life doing something useful for example study hard. I know I never take my studies seriously since the last 3 years. I guess, now is the time to show all my hidden abilities LOL =P. I've got to gather all my spirit back!!!! And to do that, I've got to stay away from computers hehehe...I'm going to miss all those long conversations a lot haizzzz...But, can I really bear to do that??? I'm going to miss it as well as the person.

I want to be more patient. I believed, God will help me in this one. And I'll do my best to do my part on this as well... And another thing, I want to learn to think positively and always look on the bright side of life!!! I'm a pessimist and always think negatively. It's time to cut back on negative thoughts that can harm me mentally, emotionally and physically. Sounds serious huh??? Yeah, I know perhaps I'm just a freak girl..LOL...

Hmm what else? I think I need to have more faith in God.....Last but not least, I've got to keep smiling =D. I think a smile can make a different for me and others =).




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Thursday, January 19, 2006
- - Fasting - -

I've been fasting for 3 days since this Tuesday. Today is my last day to fast. Hmm I'm not too sure what's the purpose of the fasting in detail. But, according to the pastor, it is so that more people can be saved and trust more in GOD. I never fast before. At first I thought why I don't give it a shot. Anyway,I just have to do a little sacrifice for the benefit of many people.

In my opinion, fasting is not an easy task, especially for a person like me who never did it before. However, I learned and experienced lots of things through the fasting. I learned about self restrain which I think is a good thing. In addition, patience, which I have to wait till 6p.m to break the fast =P. I hope GOD is pleased with my fasting...hmmm...Anyway, I guessed I still need to learn more about God hmmm...

Currently, I'm reading a book written by Joshua Harris "I Kissed Dating Goodbye". It's a religion stuff book. I think it's a good book because it enlightened me in a certain areas where I've got lots of questions. In the book, he explained that we often makes lots of mistakes in dating by expecting and wanting everything for all the wrong reasons. He added that we should remain pure in all our relationship and make sure we committed into it.

What I like most about the book is that he mentioned about being single. He said that we should view singleness as a blessing to gain more knowledge, improve ourselves and of course make ourselves closer to God. He also added, what the singles have to do is to be patient. PATIENCE is the key word!! God wants us to wait patiently and just trust in Him! Anyway, the book is very useful =). I can go on and on telling you guys about the book..but it will be much better for you to read the book by yourselves =).

Yup...I think I'm being much patient now. I don't want to rush things because I believed He's in the process of creating that special someone just for me ;-). Remember guys, singleness is a blessing!!!

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Friday, January 13, 2006
- - Welcome to Spore!! Happy New Year!! - -

Woww...this is my first time updating my blog since I came back from my holiday. I've been in Singapore since 3rd of January. However, I don't know what to write in my blog. Hmmm...so many things happened for the past 2 weeks but nothing so special I think. It's all starts from the light at my living room having a wiring problem. That's kind of serious and it really scares me!! Anyway, the problem is fixed.

Hmm what else to say?? I really don't know what else to write. I come upon a song by 98 degrees - Why ( Are We Still Friends). And I like it...Here is the lyrics folks!!

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard
Just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

Why... why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose
No matter if it's win or lose

I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the man in mine

Yeap, that's how the lyrics goes. I change a word...from woman to man. Hmm the lyrics kind of...describing the situation that I'm going through =P. Hehehe just wondering...Why are we still friends?????

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