- - Hmm... - -

What should I write?? Hmm...hmm..hm... I thought I could tell you so many stuffs after several days didn't meet you. But, once I greet you....Nothing much are said. My story just left unsaid...It's ok though...Hmm although I feel a little sad. Hmmm don't want to think about it. Tomorrow will be better. *a little smile*

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- - Expo.... - -

Yesterday, I celebrated my sister's birthday at Crystal Jade Restaurant, Great World City. I think the food is so-so. Or perharps because I got stomachache?? Hmm maybe because of that. Hm...I could not enjoy the food. But the celebration went on well...

Today, Pena, Pencyl, Lim, Ris, Mar, Vie and I went to Expo Hall 5. That's the venue for our long awaited final exam. Phewwww....the hall is really HUGEEEEE. What I mean is REALLY HUGEEEE.. I could not imagine it to be soo big. Hm and it's going to be very cold in there according to my lecturers.

Expo is sooo far from my home. The exams are schedueled to be at 10 am. So, by 8 a.m. I must start my journey. Got to wake up at 7 am hmmm....which means, the nights before, I got to have some early rest.

After the Expo trip, we stop by at Ris' house. We make a short visit there as well as to cool down from the scorching heat outide. *Sweating...sweating...sweating*. It's really damn hot lately!!!!

We have our lunch at Parkway Parade. At last I know where the hell is Parkway Parade after 6 years in Singapore!!! LOLLL!!! And today is my first time to try the most-claimed-delicious bread...Roti Boy which is originated from Malaysia. Hmm I think the bread is yup I admit...it is delicious BUT only for the first piece and not for
the second piece. And after eating the bread...hmm it gives me a sore throat =(. I guess the bread is just too heaty for me to handle =P.

Overall, today is a good day. I have a great time going to expo with friends. It feels like we are having a short trip...some sort of amazing race stuffs...LOL. I laugh quite a lot today, which I think is really a good sign =).

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- - Damn Cookies - -

I don't know what's going on. Perhaps, the cookies is playing trick on me. I could not sign in to my email account or even this blog account. But, anyway the problem is solved. It still hmm leave me wondering.....what had happen with that cookies??? Damn rotten cookiesssssssssssssssss!!! Hahaha anyway, never mind.

Hmm what should I write now...Huaaaaaaaa.....Huaaaaaaaaa.....exam is around the cornerrr.....Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.....ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Arghhhhhhhhh damn it!!!! Urrrrrrgghhhhhhhhhh.....

Hmmm hmm hmmm aihhhh....feel like screaming. Will I be able to do it this time?? Hmm perhaps I just need a little faith....I need to believe in my self. It's all about believing....Believe...believe...beleive... I can do it....I can do it... Finish it once and for all... And everything will be fine. Everything will be alright. Everything is going to be alright. Everything is fine. No worry....no worry....I can do it...I can do it. I'm going to make it through...Believe...Just believe. Have a little faith...be confident...

Everything is fine....just believe.....believe... I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!! That's the key word!!!!! I'm going to make it.....Believe....I'm going to pass all the subjects...all the exams!! I CAN MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ps : This is self hypnotise page =P.

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- - Hold On!!! - -

You tried so hard to be someone
That you forgot who you are
You tried to fill some emptiness
'Til all you had spilled over
Now everything's so far away
That you don't know where you are, you are

When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to

When it's hard to be yourself
It's not to be someone else
Still everything's so far away
That you forget where you are, you are

When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to

I think this song is very true....I hope I can just hold on. Hmmm but how long can I hold on??? Just hold on baby....

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- - Peony Jade Restaurant @ Clarke Quay - -

Yup....just like the topic above. My sister, my 3 cousins and I went there for buffet dinner. We ate our fill with a reasonable rate =). We ordered lots of food. The food there is very yummy. At first, I was reluctant to go because I wanted to watch my favourite tv show at 7.30 pm. When we get there, it was already 6.30 pm. Of course I could not watch my fave show anymore.

I was sulking all the way to the restaurant. However, when I get there...WOWWWWWW!! I was full of awe and admiration. The ambience of the restaurant is really great. I didn't really know how to describe it. It's a sophisticated and classy restaurant. It gives you comfortable and calm feeling...with soft music playing at the background. The music is just touching....The lighting is dim....gives a romantic feeling. Wowwwww.... I just wish that special someone is with me at that moment. I imagine only the 2 of us enjoying such a romantic dinner....Hmmmmmmm.....

There was a little misunderstanding on the food being ordered. Luckily, it was not that serious. However, I felt very bad when the boss told a waitress off about that little misunderstanding....

Wish you were here with me.......

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- - Fuihhh... - -

Today, me and my friends are having our lunch at Plaza Singapura...AGAIN!!!!! Hmm what to do...no choice. That's the nearest food centre...Actually, we can go and eat at Park Mall but it's also sickening. Sick of the same food. I would like to try the yong tou fu at Bugis. But when?? Hmmmm.....

The aunty at the food court is very helpful. When people are looking for seat..she will show the empty seat. Not only that, the aunty also clean the table carefully and neatly.

The final exam is getting nearer...hmm hmmm hmm hmm hmm...ahhhhhhhh!!!!

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- - Leaking!!!! - -

Last night I slept at 9.30 pm. Wowwww so early huh. Yeap, but that's the fact. I slept very soundly and hmm woke up at 1 am because I feel like peeing. Suddenly, I heard water dripping sound. I was still in a daze when I woke up. I tried to find the source of noise...and it came from the aircon. The aircon is leaking!!!!!

I switched off the aircon and put some rug under the aircon. I was thinking of putting a pail but it's not possible because the aircon is directly above the door. Hmmmm for an hour or so the aircon stopped leaking. I lost my sleepyness, so I read my sociology material for about an hour. And then go to sleep again without switched on the air con until morning.

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- - Scolded =( - -

Yesterday, I was scolded by the school librarian because I picked up my phone in the library. Huhhhhh blamed my sister who called me x(. Hmm but anyway, it's not a big deal. I don't blame my sister =).

Today, I wake up at 7am. Wuahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! My cousin's alarm clock is very noisy. It's always like that early in the morning. It disturbs my sleep!!! Lucky, I can fall asleep again after about 30 minutes tossing and turning. Hmm wake up at 10 am =P.

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- - Journey.... - -

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Hmm nice song. I like it. Hmm but I can't reach the high notes =(. Umm but it's ok...practice make perfect...and hmm if not, I make my own rendetion of this song ;).

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- - I Wish You Knew.... - -

I've got to see you
Wherever you are
And I've got to be there
I'm wishing on stars
I've got to reveal what's inside of my heart
But the words escape me
And I'm paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes

And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you baby

Honestly I know it's silly of me
To want you so badly
But keep it concealed
See my inferiority complex kicks in
And the words escape me
And I'm paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes

But I wish you knew
How I love you baby....

Haizzzz....if only he knew......will he ever??

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- - A Sense of Accomplishment - -

Actually, I'm thinking of staying at home to study. However, suddenly I changed my mind and quicky take my shower and get ready to go to school. I'm glad I make this decision. Not only I study but I also manage to complete a sociology essay which due next Monday. A sense of accomplishment. I think study in school library is better compare to studying at home. Today, I'm very keen and determine to study. I hope the next days will be the same =).

I bring a lot of books and notes today. Quite a long time not carrying such a heavy stuffs. Again, over crowded bus on my way home. However, there are two kind ladies offering me a seat. Wowwwww really generous of them. Usually, certain people are very rude.

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- - Bete.. - -

I wish my day to be as sunny as the sun. However, that's not the case. It's pouring heavily...and thunderous!! The lecture theater is very cold even though I wear my jacket. It's freezing cold. Today's economics topic is kind of heavy. It gives me headache. Exhausting...

On my way home...the bus is very crowded. I can't even move...I'm not feeling very well and I think going to be sick soon =(.

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I sleep at 2am today. I was studying and studying...hmm actually do some maths questions up till 12 o'clock. It's a pleasure to do maths. I think I start to like maths. That's because the questions are not so difficult =P. I do the questions until I become hungry...So...it's supper time!!! Quite heavy supper actually lol. But I don't care. I've been losing weight lately. I got to EAT EAT and EAT hahahaha.
I intended to do it as a regular pratice. Study until about 12 o'clock and then supper...heavy supper. Maybe in times to come, I'm sure become meatier LOL LOL LOL.

Hmm yeah...got to really buck up my studies....I don't want to lose out to others. Actually, this time I don't really aim for high grade. Just a pass will do. After I get my pass, I will start a fresh in my second year. I promise myself, I'll be more focus....I want a better grade. And even, maybe an honour student...Wowwww what a dream huh?? Yup!! But why not?? It's possible...I hope I will hold on to my own promise.....no more slacking...

Today is very sunny....I hope my day will be as bright as the sun shining!!! =D

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- - Hmm....Errrrrr....Ummmm... - -

Honestly, I don't know what I should write today....Hmm my mind is blank. However, a friend of mine is having sort of problem in her relationship with her boyfriend. I had given her some suggestions on what she should do. Hope everything will work out between them =). I just keep wondering why......

On the other hand, another friend of mine....she keep hmm drifting apart from our group. But, It's ok...that's her decision. I don't know what's going on but it seems like she's behaving very secretively. I just don't know what to talk to her anymore. Hmm...yes, we do talk. However, I think all those talks seems to be lame...I'm not a fortune teller or sort of that.

However, I got a hunch, perhaps, their relationship is not going too well. I don't know...perhaps, it's just my wild and blind guess. And I will not ask her about this until she tell me so. I don't want to ask anything because it will make me appear to be busybody. Yes, I should mind my own business because I, myself, haven't settle my own problem completely. No time to meddle with others' business. But....I'm just being concern though....

Hm...what else. Yup, kind of hmm emphasise what I told myself before. No relationship for time being I guess. Perhaps, I'm just not ready. On both cases that I have mentioned above, hmm they can't sleep at night. I'm starting to think, right now, without a boyfriend, I do sometimes have difficulty to sleep. What happen if I already have a boyfriend??? Perhaps, I would not sleep even a wink!!! Hahahaha sounds calculative huh??? But, I'm not a calculative kind of girl =). I'm just stating a fact!!

Hahaha I thought I've got nothing to write, but here I am, keep rattling and rattling. LOL LOL LOL LOL. Yup, yup, I'm a talkative girl. And, hmm I guess it's always like that. When I already write in this blog, my mind can wonder about anything on my mind which perhaps, I never tell anyone before =).

What else, hmm perhaps, my life is better that last year?? I don't worry much about unnecessary stuffs anymore, which is good. Hm...I guess more laughter in my life right now. But, do I really laugh from the heart??? Maybe....I guess.....

Err....too much "perhaps" words huh??? Hahaha that's because there's no absolute in this world. We never know what might happen next....It's all very unpredictable =).

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- - Message In A Bottle - -

Yesterday, I watched a mini series "Zhen Qing" or the English title will be Kindred Spirit. Most of the time I always watch this mini series during weekend.

Yesterday's story was about a female character who like a male character but for some reasons, they had to go their separate ways. They were miles and miles apart. However, the female character still miss and love the guy so much. The lady's family tried many times to fix this lady with another guy so that she could forget her previous boyfriend. One night, the lady went to sea shore and found an empty bottle. She wrote her message to her beloved boyfriend " Do you know that I'm still waiting for you?". After that, she let it flow on the sea. Hmm I think it's very romantic......In knowing that she still missed her boyfriend so much, her mother threw away all the sentimental stuffs that she had. She searched high and low for that stuffs.

In my opinion, the lady should be hmmm praise for her faithfulness. It's really touching to see her undying love. On the other hand, I think this is also not really good. It's all just a memory!! Move on. Perhaps, it's easy to say move on....but to do that, that's the hardest part of it.

Why people still live in memory....in a dream?? Why can't they live in reality?? Is it because of love? But what if the other party already get his or her happiness with another person....must we still live in misery??? We ought to find our own happiness too!!!

In my opinion, she should open up her heart....and give a chance for other guy to get into her heart. It's not easy...but she should try. Maybe she and her previous boyfriend are not meant to be. Or perhaps they are meant to be but not at the right time and place...So the question is...Does she still need to wait? Wait for something without absolution??? Perhaps, yes, but only given a certain time frame to herself. She would never know until she try... Who knows she will find someone who is more worthy of her love???

Hahahaha whatever it is....This is crap...I also don't know what I'm talking about =P. Hm...I guess that person too ..should try..what I just write here. If only that person knows.............

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- - 纯真 - -

长长的路上我想我们是朋友
如果有其待我想最好我不说
你总是微笑的你总是不开口
世界被你掌握
月亮绕地求地求绕着太阳走
我以为世界是座宁静的宁宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过
在预言着什么

在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎么感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的界奏
星星在闪烁
你怎么说

你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊
任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透
你眼中闪烁湖面无边的温柔
那波光在诱惑

在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你会怎麽说

你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这麽做。。。。

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