- - Comic - -

I read a comic...it's about a girl who didn't dare to confess her feeling to a guy that she likes. Hmm...she tries many ways...but she still do not have courage to confess. Haiz. That silly guy!! It's so obvious and yet he still doesn't know!! Why guy so insensitive?????

Hmm it reminds me of shania twain's song..The lyric goes like this : " Don't be stupid...You know I love ya...Don't be ridiculous, you know I want ya.... I mad about ya. Can't live without you...I'm crazy about you!! Don't be stupid...you know I love you!!"

Perhaps, he does know her feeling. It just that he doesn't know how to react to it. Or perhaps...he doesn't like the girl?? Or maybe he just too shy??

Haiz...I don't know...

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- - Girl.. - -

Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down
And Tell Us What's Been Happening
In Your Face I Can See The Pain
Don't You Try To Convince Us That You're Happy
We've Seen This All Before
But He's Taking Advantage Of Your Passion
Because We've Come Too Far
For You To Feel Alone
You Don't Let Him Walk Over Your Heart
I'm Telling You

Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying
And You Needing Somebody To Talk To
Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying
And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You
Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding
Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You
I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're You're Girls
Dont You To Know That We Love You

See What You All Don't Know About Him
Is I Can't Let Him Go Because He Needs Me
It Ain't Really Him It's Stress From His Job
And I Ain't Making It Easy
I Know You See Him Bugging On Me Sometimes
But I Know He Be Tired He Don't Mean It
It Gets Hard Sometimes
But I Need My Man
I Don't Think Ya'll Understand
I'm Telling You

Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself
He Got You Going Through Hell
We Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This
What You Mean You Don't Need us to Help?
We Known Each other Too Well

So...for all my girlfriends out there, remember :
"I'm your girl...you're my girl...we're your girls, don't you know that we love you!"

Yeap...girls, we have each other!! We are just like sisters!!

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I watch another mini series just like the other time : Kindred Spirit. Today episode is about a guy who two-timed his girlfriend.

It's christmas time and the lady took the last train to go to the boyfriend's house. Upon arriving there, she realised there is another woman in her boyfriend's life. The guy then asked the lady to wait outside...promising he will come and look for the lady. Poor lady...she waited and waited for the guy in the cold snow until morning...The guy didn't turn up. It must have broke her heart...just like a shattered glass. How can you mend a broken heart?? How will you be able to put the pieces of the heart together and make it whole again???

Ten years has passed since that incident. The guy come back into the lady's life again...as a married man. Hmmm that silly lady....after being cheated once...she still want to be cheated yet another time.

Why must us...female...so soft hearted??? Haiz...silly silly!!! A little sweet nothing and here we are...fall into guys trap!!I hope I won't be soft hearted again...Will I be able to??

Ladies!!! You got to be strongerrrr!! Don't ever be fooled by a guy! Remember!!! We are STRONG!!!

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- - Angels Brought Me Here - -

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
And walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes...

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle...

If you could see
What I see that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here...

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name...

Brought me here to be with you
I'll be forever grateful
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

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- - Hmm Hmm Trauma?? - -

I just read a friend's blog....After reading it, it leaves me wondering for a while. Hmmm...hmmm...hmmm...I just wonder when my true love will appear. My friend is right. If there is really true love...will there be a guarantee that the true love will not hurt. Hmm we all live in reality, not fairytale. We live in reality where there is so much pain. Hey...there is also joy in this reality. But why, most of the time...only the sadness that linger on??

But I'm glad...so far so good. I have put all those unhappy memories behind. Those unhappy memories have become distorted images at the back of my mind. It simply fade away. However, I do feel hmm some kind of regret. Thinking back to what I had done at that time...at my darkest time. I'm simply being foolish. Yeah....really foolish.

Hmm never mind...I don't want to think about it. Hmm but too bad. Once I let my mind wonder...there is no turning back..LOL!!

I got another friend who is right now feeling insecure. Due to some reasons, she is afraid that she might break up with her boyfriend for the benefit of both parties. Hmm just wondering...will I feel insecure too in the future?? Hmm how I wish I don't have to feel insecure. Hmm if we deal with matter of the heart, it's too fathomless. If only I don't have to guess...hmmm....hmmm...

I just wish my friends all the best...For those who still looking for love, hang on...hold on...be patient. Love will find you one day. You just have to close your eyes and don't ever ever close your heart. It's because love meant to be felt..not to be seen...

What is love?? I'm still waiting...waiting...but I still holding on and hold tighter to my faith that love will find me one day...someday..somehow....

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- - Last Day Of Exam ( Management)...Last Battle...A Big LOSER!!! - -

I can't believe my eyes when I look at the question paper!! I start cursing silently!! Really...no joke. The questions are damn tough!! I lost my confidence right at that moment. My mind just go blank for few minutes. I keep reading the questions over and over again...And the clock keep ticking!! At last I decided to choose 4 questions and go ahead with it!!

One by one...student start leaving the exam hall...even though the 3 hours duration is not up yet!!! But I try my best...I stay until 3 hours...try to come up with sensible answer. But still...it doesn't make sense to me at all!!!

To hell with it. Oh dammmnnnnnnnn!!! I don't know what my result will turn out. Huaaaaa what a scare!!

Anyway..the long holiday start already!! About 3 months...wondering what I'm going to do during my long break hmmmmm....

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- - Fourth Day of Exam ( Socy ) - -

Socy...socy...socy....ARGHHHHHH... I don't think I had given my best performance on this sociology exam. It seems like all my essays don't make sense at all. I think it is out of point....I don't know... Hmmmm and I don't want to think about it. It makes my head ache!!!

Hmm so nice...my four friends already completed all their exams. I'm really looking forward for my long holiday. I miss my family and home. And of course all my favourite food in my home town!!!! I intend to eat all those delicious food...as much as I can so I can put on weight!! Yeahhh!! Bring it on.

Hahahaha but it's only a fantasy! Still got one more exam....Business management...my major. Hmm really must make it for this exam. If not.....I must repeat my diploma...which is seriously NO WAYYYYY!! Ogah ah....heuehueheu. Udah eneq ama diploma! I want to move on to Bachelor...new faces, new lesson. Yeah!! Move on.

Gambatteeee Vina san........!! May He grant you the desire of your heart...and make all of your plans succeed.

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- - My Japanese Name... - -

My japanese name is 中村 Nakamura (center of the village) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn).
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Today is raining again ....It has been raining for the past 2 days. The rain hit against the roof...and it's really annoying!! However, today the exam hall is not as noisy as the previous days. But it still damn cold in the exam hall!!! I'm shivering when I'm doing my econ exam. I hope I won't fall sick soon.

Today's exam I think so far so good. What has been taught in extra tutorial class is indeed very useful! I can answer most of the questions (errrrrr I think so =P). Or perhaps because before the exam, I've been praying...that's why I can answer the questions??? Hmm whatever it is, I just hope I can pass the econ exam.

So glad...3 down....2 more to go!! The first 3 exams were really "suffocating" because the exams are schedueled in 3 consecutive days!!! At last I can rest and study slowly for 3 days and be ready for the next paper.

JIA YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!! GAMBATTEEEEEEEEEEE vina san!! You can do it!!!

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- - Second Day of Exam (Maths 1) - -

Hmm...so far so good. Even though I don't really know how to answers all the questions and there is a compulsory question that I don't attempt at all, but I feel happy somehow. I don't know why. I just can't stop smiling....hmmm. Anyway, it's better for me to smile rather than frowning or crying =). And I realise something!!! I look much much lovelier and more adorable if I smile. ( Hahahaha embarrassing...praising myself =P)

Yup!!! 2 down...3 more to go. GAMBATTEEEEE vina san!!!!!

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- - First Day Of Exam (Stats 1) - -

At last the long awaited day has come. Hmmm Expo is indeed,very cold, just like what my tutor told us. I'm shivering in there even though I had wear my jacket. There is so much confusion when I reach the exam hall. The exam hall is very big...it can occupy about 500+ candidates. It's really nerve wreaking!!!

I put up my hand quite a few times for assistance from the invigilators. I just want to make sure that I'm doing the right thing. When I do the exam paper, I'm very nervous. My mind is in chaos....I could not calm myself down. I'm very clumsy and keep writing the wrong thing. Furthermore,we are not allowed to use the correction liquid!!! I managed to calm myself down after I completed half way of the question.

Fuih...at least I'm a little bit relieved. 1 down....4 more to go. I come across this quote : " May HE grant you the desire of your heart and make all of your plans succeed(Psalm 20:4)". I think this is very true!! I hope I can pass the exam. I've got to buck up...GAMBATTEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

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- - Mother's Day - -

I'm glad I decided to go to church today. It has been a week....I hide myself at home. Lol...Not exactly hiding. It just that I'm not going out for the whole 1 week. I'm preparing for my exam. Glad that I go out for a while to breathe the fresh air. It's a beautiful day...even though it's raining since morning =).

I'm really greatful and thankful to Shelly. I don't have my bible. Everytime I go to church, I always borrow my cousin's. I've been thinking to buy it for a long time. Today, Shelly gives me a new bible. WOWWWWW!! Thank you so much Shel!! I will use it wisely and handle it with care =).

Today is mother's day. I'm so touched when I see children in the church. They are asked to go to the front....holding a stalk of rose each. They sing in front with some church youths helping them. After they sing, they are instructed to look for their moms and give the rose. Really sweet.... =). I see how they run towards their moms...with happiness in their faces. And their moms hug and kisses them...So sweet! Really pure and innocent =).

Mom...happy mother's day! I may not be like those little kids...running towards you and give you a stalk of rose. It's because...you're far in distance, but you're really close to me in my heart. I just wish you the best in life and thank you sooo much for being a very good mom and all things that you had done for me. Thank you for always being there and support me. I love you mom....

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- - One - -

When I saw you for the first time
I knew you were the one
You didn't say a word to me
but love was in the air

When you held my hand
pulled me into your world
from then all of my life
has changed for you
now I never feel lonely again
'coz you're in my life

Love, how can I explain to you
the way I feel inside
when I think of you
I thank you for everything that you showed me
Don't you ever forget that I love you

Love, I know that someday will soon
you'll be right next to me

Holding me so tight
so I'll always be yours
although we can't be
together now
remember I am here for you
when I know you're there for me

Whenever I long to be with you
I just close my eyes and pretend you're here
I see you I touch you I feel you
I will
nothing can ever change
what I feel inside

How long must I be far away from you
I don't know dear but
I know we are one

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- - Msn Virus - -

Yesterday, my comp was infected with virus...Huaaaaaaaaa.....hua....but yeap. The problem is solved once i reformatted my comp. So silly of me to open the link..hmm. Anyway, not a big deal. I'm kind of upset right now. My sister is sort of keep cursing me. She said I hope you fail your exam because you keep chatting. Hey come on. It's not that I'm not studying. I need time to get in the mood. I can take care of everything and myself and she doesn't need to order me around!! I hate it if she start cursing me!!! It just that...hmm what a foul mouth she got!! Why can't she said things nicely???

And she said...I never listen when she was talking..she said...chatting..chatting..and chatting...That's all I do everyday. Seems like I can't live without chatting... It's not that I'm not listening...I'm just too engrossed in stuffs that I'm doing. Just like this...I'm too engrossed in writing my blog.

I don't like it when she start to accuse me. I just don't like to be accused by her. When I want to defend myself...she will say "Oh come on..there is no need for your excuses. I don't want to hear it". She is getting more and more unreasonable each day. I don't know what she is actually thinking. To hell with it!!!!

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- - To Love You More.... - -

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more.....

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