- - First Day OF College - -

At last, I officially step my foot again in the class room. Just like the title above, today is my first day back to college after seems-like-never-ending-holiday-for-3-months. Yeap,I feel glad that I can go back to something more routine, without have to think so hard what to do when I open my eyes the next morning.

Hmm perhaps, it's not really a good sign because I feel sleepy in the class on my very first day of school!! Ohh come on!! Where is my enthusiasm??? The Managerial International Comprehensive Perspective (MICP) class is just like graveyard. The students are very quiet and only the lecturer speaking. In addition, there are only 3 students in the class (including me)!!! I can't believe it!! Hahahaha...

I hope tomorrow class will be much fun!

Zero-X ranted @ 10:00 PM ;
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- - Rahasia Hati.... - -

Waktu terus berlalu tanpa kusadari
Yang ada hanya aku dan kenangan
Masih teringat jelas
Senyum terakhir yang kau beri untukku

Tak pernah ku mencoba
Dan tak ingin ku mengisi hatiku
Dengan cinta yang lain
Kan ku biarkan ruang hampa didalam hidupku

Bila aku harus mencintai dan berbagi hati
Itu hanya denganmu
Namun bila... kuharus tanpamu
Akan tetap kuarungi hidup tanpa bercinta

Hanya dirimu yang pernah
Tenangkan ku dalam pelukmu
Saat kumenangis

Bila aku harus mencintai dan berbagi hati
Itu hanya denganmu
Namun bila... kuharus tanpamu
Akan tetap kuarungi hidup tanpa cinta...

Tak pernah ku mencoba
Dan tak ingin ku mengisi hatiku
Dengan cinta yang lain.....

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Back to my blog entry..... Hmm I don't feel quite right at this moment. This is because of the incident that happened early this morning. Truly, the incident left me with uncomfortable feeling. It feels like as if I'm being accused of something.... can't really put my feelings right....Can't really describe exactly how I feel....

Who start it first anyway? Me??? I guess not..... I'm not trying to point finger to anyone. I'm not trying to blame anybody. Hmm but is it really called a joke when the joke is over, it makes you feel uncomfortable? I know a joke can make you laugh over it, thinking how silly the joke is. However, there is something more to this so called "joke". It doesn't leave me laughing over it at all when the game is over!!!

I don't wish this thing to be happening. This is something that I have never expected to happen.

Anyway, I hope this is really so called "joke". But why? I still don't feel right? Huaaaa what ever it is folks, I don't want to think about it. Let it be...let it flow. Let go....let GOD. For those people out there that involve in this so called "joke", either directly or indirectly, just one thing I want to say : PEACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

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- - Wat's UP??? - -

It has been a long time I never updated my blog...hmm almost a month!! LOL. Hmm yeap..maybe I'm still in holiday mood..that's why the blog is also in the holiday mood. Hahaha what am I talking?? But truly, all this while I don't have a single clue what to write.

I think..I kind of miss Singapore. I can't wait to be back in Singapore. I think deep down...Singapore has been my second home, or even..my first home!! I spend 6 years in Singapore already. Six years....it's a long time. Not a short time indeed. More or less quite a lot of things happen to me within that time frame. Hmm some bad memories that I would never never and never want to remember!! And of course some happy memories with my "crazy sisters" and other friends.

I want to do something newwwwww....Something excitinggg!!!! I want to have FUN!!! I don't know when that chance will come...But I hope, when the college reopen...I will have more laughters. Hmm it's better to laugh rather than cry right??

God..please...please...please...help me! Until today, I still need your help...Hmm perhaps, there isn't much troubles. It just that...I always looking for trouble...consciously or unconsciously....Hmmmmmm....

Zero-X ranted @ 1:51 AM ;
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