Wednesday, October 26, 2005
- - Busy Day - -

Today, I woke up at 8.30 am and after that I meet shelly at 11.00 am to go Karaoke at Cine KBox. It's totally a new experience for me. I've never been to Cine KBox before. It's fun and I really enjoy it!!! Hahaha I would like to go for karaoke again someday =). After that, we go to play pool....just wondering why I always lose to Shelly!! Hahaha but it's okay. The most important thing is I enjoy myself =).

Then, at night...around 7.30 pm, Shelly and I go to a handphone shop at Far East Plaza. I'm interested in buying Samsung E340 series. This is because my current handphone sometimes 'hang'. However, I need to take a look at the handphone as well as comparing the price. The uncle is very rude. Yeap, I know I'm not buying the handphone yet because I don't bring that much money. Then, the uncle told me 'no money...no talk, end of story. You got money then talk'. Wuahhh, can't believe it. I meet such a nasty person today.

Hmm I just wonder, why must he be so rude?? Hmm anyway, I think he won't get a lot of customer if that's the way he serve his customers. I'm kind of embarassed and uncomfortable to be treated that way. Anyway, I won't ever go back to that shop even though he offer the best price.

Here is the picture of the handphone that I'm interested in...It's a new launched handphone...not many shop sell this handphone yet...More info about the handphone?? Visit
SGH E340



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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
- - Sunshine After The Rain - -

Sunshine , Good times
I know , you'll be fine

Woke up this morning
Another brand new start
That's our life
I jumped with every beat of my heart
When you came over
I could see something was wrong
It really isn't worth that you
just get to keep moving alone
You know that , I always be there

I'll be your sunshine after the rain
When the sky is turning grey
You know that I'm never far away
Sunshine after the rain
Together till the end
Whenever you're in need of a friend
or a shoulder to cry on
someone there to relie on
I'll be your sunshine after the rain
It's the one thing I won't change

We known each other
Since I don't know how long
As long as I remember
You were always there
Singing along
There's been some good times
There's even been some sad
But we always somehow managed
To get something good
Out of the bad
Remember, I'll always be there

Some say that friends
will come and go
But this thing we have
will always grow
It's just one of these things you know

I'll be your sunshine after the rain
When the sky is turning grey
You know that I'm never far away
Sunshine after the rain
Together till the end
Whenever you're in need of a friend
or a shoulder to cry on
someone there to rely on
I'll be your sunshine after the rain
It's the one thing I won't change....

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Saturday, October 22, 2005
- - Sway... - -

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you

And here I go
Losing my control
I'm practicing your name
So I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinately true

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

Its all because of you.....

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Thursday, October 20, 2005
- - Shelly & I...19 Oct 2005 - -

Just like the title above....I'm going to talk about both of us. Hahaha on that day we went to play pool, watched Bae Yong Jun's movie April Snow, dinner at cine food court and lastly, just chilled out at Starbuck's Paragon. I really enjoyed our outing. It was whole lot fun. Even though April Snow was not as fantastic as we had expected, but it didn't spoil our day =).

Oh ya..just want to warn you guys out there...Don't watch April Snow!!! It's craps....not making sense. The story line is totally not interesting at all, and the story is ended with very weak ending...Hmm really nothing I can compliment about this movie. But, it happened that lots of aunties were watching the movie on that day =P.

Hahahaha you know what I was thinking?? I guessed those aunties went to watch the movie just for the sake of watching Bae Yong Jun. But hey...what's the point if he got the good looks? The most important are acting skills and good scripts. Yes, he knows how to act, but sadly....the scripts just bring his acting skills down...That's my personal opinion though =).

Shelly and I took some pictures...Yup..shelly is my best friend. We know each other since we were in languange centre, February 1999. From that day...she has been my classmate until sec 4. Until now, we remained best friends even though we are not in the same school anymore. I think God must be very kind to me to let me meet Shelly. Hmm perhaps, we are fated =). I really treasure our friendship. She is like a sister, as well as best friend to me.

Here are some of our pictures below....More pictures?? Check it out by clicking "My Photos" link at the right side of this blog. Look for album 12 =).




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Saturday, October 15, 2005
- - Worker Prayer - -

This is my first time to attend worker prayer session which is held only once a month. It's totally a new experience for me =).Today, the priest anoint me...initially, I'm kind of confused, because I don't know anything about this stuffs. I see lots of people collapsed after they are being anointed. Hm...all those singing and prayers moved me to tears.... According to my friend, the anointment is some sort of blessing hmm....I'm not sure how to put it in words =).

Today, I also learn more about some of my Sunday School seniors. Most of them, previously were not devoted Christian or even some of them didn't know about God at all. But, somehow, God works in mysterious way. God helps them to be on the right track and experience His power. At last, they are convicted and receive God.

I asked my senior about emptiness and loneliness because I frequently feeling that way. According to my senior, human often feel emptiness and loneliness because they haven't receive God. A friend told me that she came across a flyer quite sometime ago. In that flyer, it's written that we feel loneliness because we haven't given our heart to God. The truth is....our heart is only reserved for God alone....

I think most of my seniors are very friendly and helpful..... So far, I enjoy working with them to serve God =).

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Thursday, October 06, 2005
- - Down and Blue... - -

Haiz....I let my mind wonders off again to something that I shouldn't think of. All those "things" poison my mind and make me feel down and blue. Haizzzz...Tell me what should I do?? I can't let go...I can't bear to let go. Hikssss......Somebody, anybody...please help me!!!!

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I stared through the darkness of my room as I lay awake in my bed. I tossed and turn in my bed as the clock ticking its arms to 12-midnight. My head was in a whirl and I just lost in the darkness of my room. A hint of ray from the main road peered through my window pane and it formed a bright spot on the ceiling. I whispered to myself, 'I wish you are here with me.... ,' as I looked outside to the gloomy and starless sky. How I wished I could just tell you everything that went through inside my mind.

Images of the earlier day crept into my head. All those scenes replayed over and over again in my mind. It was not clear though. They were just fragments; as if watching a movie from scratched compact disk.

I remembered I was overwhelmed with emotions that I could hardly contain. As I walked aimlessly into the lonely road, my eyes were welled up with tears that blurred my vision. I inhaled deeply down to my lungs to prevent those tears from rolling down, but to no avail. Still in my disbelieved, the mere words were capable to shatter me into pieces.

Back to the reality where my body still laid on the bed. At the back of my mind, all those thoughts exhausted me. I refused to recall any of them because it would only inflicted another fresh scar in my already wounded heart. As I closed my eyes to sleep, I decided to let it be a deeply buried memory. My new tale would unfold as the sun greeted me the next day.

(Part 1 completed....to be continued to the next part....)

So..guys, any comments?? Hm..

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
- - Outer Beauty VS Inner Beauty - -

Recently, Jean Yip beauty centre is having a tv show at channel 8. It is similar to idols stuffs show. However, the show is not looking for idol. The show is looking for those people who wants to slim down. Those candidates will have to face some "judges" where they are being interviewed. In the end those "judges" will decide who will be sponsored for the slimming and complete make over programme.

After watching the show, I'm kind of grateful to my body. At least I can go on a binge and will not put on fats under my skin and no slimming programme for me hehehe....Some of my friends told me they envied me...for being so skinny. Hmm...but guys, skinny doesn't mean you are healthy. Remember that!! Hehehe...

Just wondering..there is a saying inner beauty matters most. Is it really true? If inner beauty matter most, then why those people work so hard and starve themselves just to look good??? I just don't understand. To me, the saddest thing is depriving yourself from eating food that you like. I'm not saying that you can go and eat all you can. Yes, you can do that, but in moderate amount =).

So back to today's topic...outer beauty VS inner beauty...I think all those saying about inner beauty is completely useless. I mean, whatever it is, people still jugde you base on your outer beauty. Hmm I believe only a handful of people that really care about inner beauty.

Just take for example of so-called pretty girls and handsome guys. Everywhere they go, for sure people look at them. NO? Don't think so? Oh come on, you've got to believe me on this hehehe...Another thing, usually those people using their outer beauty to get what they want from others. Hmmm...it can be in negative context or positive context. I'm not sure either =).

Anyway, there is no ending to this topic. I can go on and on and on writing until 100 entries about this. Hehehe...whatever it is, I just wish I meet people who appreciate me base on my inner beauty =).

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
- - My story... - -

Hmm just thinking of writing a story...hmm this story is only fiction though. So for all my readers, just take it easy =). And please leave me your comments if you like my story..or whatever you want to say about my story. Enjoy!

I stared through the darkness of my room as I lay awake in my bed. I tossed and turn in my bed as the clock ticking its arms to 12-midnight. My head was in a whirl and I just lost in the darkness of my room. A hint of ray from the main road peered through my window pane and it formed a bright spot on the ceiling. I whispered to myself, 'I wish you are here with me...., 'as I looked outside to the gloomy and starless sky. How I wished I could just tell you everything that went through inside my mind.

(To be continued....)

Huaaaaaa....it's really not easy to write a story. Hmm I'm not a talented story writer =(. Right now I'm really stuck!!! I hope my story will not stop at this introduction.. LOL..

Basically, I'm just trying to write a story about how a girl try to get into a guy's heart and hoping that someday, the guy will love her back. The girl deal with a major problem, which is distance that separates them as well as to make the invisible becoming a reality. Hmm I'm still in the process of planning how the story flows. Hmm so for you readers out there, watch out for a twist in the story ;-).

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Monday, October 03, 2005
- - Boost Confidence - -

This is the first time my MICP (Management International Comparative Perspective) lecturer praises me. Last year, he taught me Business Management. He says, I improve a lot and become more hardworking now compare to last year. Hahahaha...I'm happy for that. Anyway, the thing that I dislike is that he compares me with a friend of mine. Hmm but never mind, he doesn't teach this friend of mine. Which means, he won't compare me with this particular friend again. He says, last year this friend of mine is the best and I come as the second best.

I'm just wondering, why I always become the second best...hmmm... Perhaps, I never really put in my full effort. Last time, when I was doing my Certificate in Management (CIM) about 2 years ago, I was the second best too. Hmm...Never mind hehehe...

Overall, today is not a bad day =).

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Sunday, October 02, 2005
- - Cinta... - -

Alkisah di suatu pulau kecil, tinggallah berbagai
macam benda-benda abstrak: ada Cinta,
Kesedihan, Kekayaan, Kegembiraan dan
sebagainya. Mereka hidup berdampingan dengan
baik. Namun suatu ketika, datang badai
menghempas pulau kecil itu dan air laut tiba-tiba
naik dan akan menenggelamkan pulau itu.

Semua penghuni pulau cepat-cepat berusaha
menyelamatkan diri. Cinta sangat kebingungan
sebab ia tidak dapat berenang dan tak mempunyai
perahu.

Ia berdiri di tepi pantai mencoba mencari
pertolongan. Sementara itu air makin naik
membasahi kaki Cinta.

Tak lama Cinta melihat Kekayaan sedang
mengayuh perahu.

"Kekayaan! Kekayaan! Tolong aku!" teriak Cinta.

"Aduh! Maaf, Cinta!" kata Kekayaan, "perahuku
telah penuh dengan harta bendaku. Aku tak dapat
membawamu serta, nanti perahu ini tenggelam.

Lagipula tak ada tempat lagi bagimu di perahuku
ini." Lalu Kekayaan cepat-cepat mengayuh
perahunya pergi.

Cinta sedih sekali, namun kemudian dilihatnya
Kegembiraan lewat dengan perahunya.

"Kegembiraan! Tolong aku!", teriak Cinta. Namun
Kegembiraan terlalu gembira karena ia
menemukan perahu sehingga ia tak mendengar
teriakan Cinta.

Air makin tinggi membasahi Cinta sampai ke
pinggang dan Cinta semakin panik.

Tak lama lewatlah Kecantikan.

"Kecantikan! Bawalah aku bersamamu!", teriak
Cinta.

"Wah, Cinta, kamu basah dan kotor. Aku tak bisa
membawamu ikut. Nanti kamu mengotori perahuku
yang indah ini." sahut Kecantikan. Cinta sedih
sekali mendengarnya.

Ia mulai menangis terisak-isak. Saat itu lewatlah
Kesedihan.

"Oh, Kesedihan, bawalah aku bersamamu," kata
Cinta.

"Maaf, Cinta. Aku sedang sedih dan aku ingin
sendirian saja..." kata Kesedihan sambil terus
mengayuh perahunya.

Cinta putus asa. Ia merasakan air makin naik dan
akan menenggelamkannya.

Pada saat kritis itulah tiba-tiba terdengar
suara, "Cinta! Mari cepat naik ke perahuku!"

Cinta menoleh ke arah suara itu dan melihat
seorang tua dengan perahunya. Cepat-cepat Cinta
naik ke perahu itu, tepat sebelum air
menenggelamkannya. Di pulau terdekat, orang tua
itu menurunkan Cinta dan segera pergi lagi.

Pada saat itu barulah Cinta sadar bahwa ia sama
sekali tidak mengetahui siapa orang tua yang
menyelamatkannya itu. Cinta segera
menanyakannya kepada seorang penduduk tua di
pulau itu, siapa sebenarnya orang tua itu.

"Oh, orang tua tadi? Dia adalah Waktu." kata
orang itu.

"Tapi, mengapa ia menyelamatkanku? Aku tak
mengenalnya. Bahkan teman-teman yang
mengenalku pun enggan menolongku" tanya Cinta
heran.

"Sebab," kata orang itu, "hanya Waktu lah yang
tahu berapa nilai sesungguhnya dari Cinta itu...

This is a good story....This is an old story though, but just thinking of sharing with you guys... =).

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