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Tomorrow going back to my hometown....I'm going to miss my friends in Singapore. Hope I have a pleasant and safe journey. Hmm what else to write?? My mind is blank right now. Still wondering what I'm going to do in my hometown. Nothing to look forward....But hopefully, I will have a wonderful holiday....

Zero-X ranted @ 8:39 PM ;
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- - Not A Girl - -

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always go my way
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize

I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time, a moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl

There is no need to protect me
It's time that
I Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen so much more than you know now
So don't tell me to shut my eyes

But if you look at me closely
You will see it in my eyes
This girl will always find her way

I'm not a girl, don't tell me what to believe
I'm just trying to find the woman in me
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl
Not yet....a woman....

Zero-X ranted @ 8:42 AM ;
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It has been 4 days after my birthday....And really, after I think for a moment...birthday is actually not a big deal. It just a matter of adding another "one" to your own age. Hm........ What else?? I have been going out with mama...accompany her to look around Singapore. Counting down to the days I'm going back to my hometown.

I just wondering what should I do when I get back to my hometown. It seems like there is nothing that I can look forward to.....

Zero-X ranted @ 8:24 AM ;
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- - Happy Birthday To Me - -

I'm very happy today. Today is my birthday...the day I born into this world. Lots of friends wish me "Happy Birthday"...old and new friends =). I'm happy because they still remember my birthday even though they are very busy with their life. I thought I'm already forgotten...but perharps I'm one of the unforgetable =). I thank the Lord above for blessing me this day. For given me a chance to live another year =).

I thank the Lord for giving me such a great family. Mama...papa...sis and bro...love you always =). Mul, Vency, Vie, Vena, Ris, Mar, Lim, Drew, Wi, Fred, Sanni, Kar, Ifandy, Vita, Shel, Arto ( errrm did I miss any names??? I hope not...but if I do, so sorry about that)..thank you so much for the birthday wishes....thank you guys for the friendship I have in you.... For my other friends....even though you don't send me a message or call me....but I know...deep in the heart you guys must had wish me well =). Thank you thank you thank you...can't thank you guys enough.

Hmm...what else...birthday wish...hm...I don't know...I haven't say it out loud. Perhaps, it just deep in my heart and I couldn't put it in words. God...you must have know what I wish...so...I just leave everything in your hands =). May the wonder of it all come true...

I'm 19....another year and I'm not a teenager anymore...How time really pass ... Hm...another year added...Hm...old??? I don't know...Someone told me before...age is just a number. Yup...perhaps it's true. The most important thing is....I'm young at heart =).

Once again, thank you all....and...happy birthday to me =).

Zero-X ranted @ 7:37 PM ;
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- - The Battle Is Over - -

At last I can update my blog...after errrm a week absence....away to the battle field hehe. Yup...I'm very haggard now because of the war. Hm...so sad...I think I lost two battles =(. If only I can conquer the four cities, it will be very good. Maybe, I'm not too good in my art and strategy of war. But...next time, I will make sure I conquer all the cities. I learn from these lost battle of mine.

So...for now...I can start to plan my strategy for the next battle which due in about 3 months time. And the last and major battle is about 6 moths away from now. Way to go!!! Yup...I want to be a good general in the battle field....just like all those heroine in the old stories. But, I'm a living and real lady heroine =). {Hm...I'm thinking of Joan of Arc now...}

Zero-X ranted @ 7:10 PM ;
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- - I don't Know What I'm Doing =( - -

I don't know what I'm doing....that's exactly how I feel right now....I'm so confused and worried right now. It's 3 days to the mock exam....but somehow...I don't think I can remember a single thing that I had read =(. So many things going on inside my mind... I'm really lost right now.....just going round and round in the middle of nowhere....Haiz....I'm just like a wanderer without a map and a compass.....

After class, my group of friends and I go to far east plaza...our usual hang out place. We wanted to have our lunch at Sakura Thai Cuisine restaurant at level 2. However, the place is booked by someone...so we go to the level 5 instead. The food is really a disappointment =(.

After all of them go home....only Vie and I left. We take same photos at Orchard Road. When we walk at the underpass near Lido, we see a man...dressed in white and he wears a mask. Hmm he reminds me of a movie called "Bicentennial Man". He moves just like a robot and it really astonished me. I'm struck with amazement and admiration.....

I guess....that's all for today....

Zero-X ranted @ 9:24 PM ;
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- - Vina Lee...Still Want to SLACK...HUH???? - -

Last night, I tried to do my econs tutorial but I couldn't. I just couldn't concentrate. My attention was divided into 2 : doing econs tutorial and study sociology. I kept telling myself to finish the econs tutorial quickly and then study for sociology. However, I just couldn't answer the econs tutorial questions....I've been reading the econs notes....reading the questions over and over but still I couldn't make sense of what being asked =(. In the end, I just gave up after completing 3 questions out of 9 questions. Time is running out!!!

Then...studied for my sociology...but somehow, the "sleepy sickness" attacked me. I fell asleep on the sofa, and decided to just sleep on the bed. I didn't finish my sociology material again ='(.

Zero-X ranted @ 9:46 AM ;
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