- - Late Bloomed Rose Bud... - -

Yesterday's seminar was fun and definetely went smoothly. However, I just knew that we were not supposed to held any religious activities at residential area. It's illegal and it's abide by the law. Wow...I never knew that until my condominium's manager came and talk to me. But thank goodness, it didn't stop us from carrying out our meeting till the end. But, I just have to take note about it and no more any religious meeting at my condo cos I don't want to get into trouble hehehe...

This afternoon all of us sunday school teachers will be going to Quality Hotel for our retreat. We will only be back on the first May, at 6 pm. Hope everything will turn out fine during the retreat and....wait for more update from me guys ;-).

My friend, let me tell you a story about late bloomed rose bud... This is a simple story that I composed myself. I hope you guys like it =).

There was a gardener who planted a lot of rose seedlings. Come rain or shine, the gardener meticulously took care of the rose seedlings so that they won't be eaten away by the birds. Day by day, the gardener kept watering the rose and fertilised the soil whenever needed. Alas, the rose started to grow from small plant and slowly, into the full bloomed. The roses looked sooo beautiful with their colourful and glorious bloomed.

However, there was only a single rose still in bud. The gardener start to wonder what was wrong with that rose..Therefore, the gardener decided to give a little extra something to the rose. He gave it extra love and tender care. Slowly, the rose bud started to open day by day and grew more glorious than the rest of the roses in the garden. It has a very rare and unique colour that made it very outstanding. This made you realised how much the gardener treasure this late bloomed rose bud by sacrificing his time, effort, love and care....

So guys, do you understand what's the morale of the story??? Hehehe...if you don't understand, check it out with me =D.

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- - Laughter is a good medicine for everything!! - -

Yesterday, Shelly, Cumie and I were having dinner at Plaza Singapura. We took some photos because we didn't have much chance to get together. Hahahaha....we had very very good laughs yesterday and I really enjoyed those moments, except that we kept on walking round and round without sitting down and it made my head round and round LOL. Anyway, we got severe laugh and it caused me to have teary eyes. The jokes were really silly and ticklish I can say =D. It has been a long time since I experienced this kind of laughter. I think it's just due to stress and tension of the final exam.

Today, we, the Sunday school teachers are going to have our meeting at my condominum's function room. I hope it's going to be fun. I hope everything will turn out fine today. Watch out for the new updates from me tonight regarding the teachers' meeting =).

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- - Answered Prayer 3 - -

Wowww...the power of prayer is soooooo amazing and indescribable!!! This is the third answered prayer that happened to me. Truthfully, I never know the prayer could be this powerful. Hahahaha so people, don't hesitate to ask me to pray for you. It's because you will never know, your prayer will be answered ASAP. On the other hand I can tell you, not all prayers will be answered by GOD. He haven't answered my prayer for myself so far. But it's okay..because perhaps my request really takes time. I just keep asking God to give me extra patient because I know I'm kind of impatient for my "top list wishes". One thing for sure, we can't just depends on our prayer. We need to believe and put our effort to get what we pray for.

Let me tell you what I have been praying for. My first answered prayer is that I pray that a friend got his working permit. And God hears me. Not long, my friend got what he wants. Secondly, I pray for Shelly so that she will be accepted in SMU and she will have a job. There....God hears my prayer again. Lastly, I prayed for my senior that her destiny appears. Hahahaha and really, her destiny comes at last =P. And he happened to be another Sunday School teacher whom we like to tease both of them together =P.

It seems like all good news travel quickly. I've been surrounded by good news lately from people that are dear to me =). I think one day, I will be the one who tell them my joy, my good news. It just a matter of time. And the one thing that most important is that I just have to keep believing and be patient to wait for HIS miracle in my life. I know that if He can show miracles to other people, He, too can show it to me =). GOD you are simply amazinggg!!!

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- - When You Believe... - -

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe...

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I'd never thought I'd say

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give into your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see you way clear through the rain
A small but still resilient voice
Says help is very near

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will You will when you believe
Just believe, just believe
You will when you believe

This is an old song by Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston - When You Believe. Woww...what the divas with powerful vocal range. I used to listen to this song often but I don't really pay a close attention to the lyrics. I never thought the lyrics could be this powerful!!! This song could be my inspiration. Yes!!! I will when I believe!! Just believe and who knows what miracles I can achieve =D.

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- - Retreat...Confidence??? - -

Next week we will be having our Sunday School retreat. It's 2 days 1 night events from 30th April to 1st May. I'm looking forward to attend the retreat and hoping that through this retreat I can serve and love HIM more. I just want to believe and grow my faith in HIM. We had a meeting to discuss about the retreat. But before attending the meeting, Shelly, Ari and I went for lunch at Ajisen Bugis.

Hmmm...actually I knew Ari when I joined the Sunday School last year, October. Hmm...I just know his name and that's all. We never had a chance to talk. But anyway, I think he is a fun guy after we had a lunch together. He is a guy who is full of jokes and laughter hehehe...which is...nice =D.

Anyway, really looking forward for the retreat. I just take it as a preparation before my final exam. Hmmm who knows GOD will bless me through the retreat and giving me motivation & confidence to work harder and perhaps be a better person =).

Somehow I feel that I'm just a girl who lack of her own confidence. If we talk about confidence, someone once told me that confidence play a part in someone's beauty. Hmm... I heard that usually guys are attracted to girls who have confidence in themselves which is...I definetely lacked of. Hmmm just wonder, why I don't have confidence in myself. A friend of mine told me, this is because I haven't really love and accepted myself as who I am. Am I?? Is it true?? I don't know. Perhaps, I have a problem with my self esteem which is I'm a girl with low self - esteem. Somehow, I just want to be real. It isn't cool at all to be standing in the shadow. I want to face the sun and shining as brightly as the sun.

Hahahaha...anyway, what am I writing? It's just another crap. I think it's because it's time to sleep. Vina Lee...out....hehehe.

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- - Accounting - -

Huaaaaaaaaa accounting!!! Why you are such a headache? Or is it because I deserve it cos I always put you aside without reading and understanding you?? Huaaa accounting...please don't be cruel to me!!!! =( Huaaaa I need to spend time to understand my accounting materials. Time is very crucial. I can't imagine my final exam is getting nearer. My mind is running wild everytime I do my revision. I always thought I'm going to fail my exam for sure. This is really bad..hmmm demoralising myself =(. I should pick myself up, buck up and....JIA YOU gal!!! GAMBATTENEEEEE vina san!! Jangan nyerah donk ahhhhhhhh =D. Gimana tuh kalo dari awal udah nyerah duluan???? Beneran nga vina lee banget deh!! Come on be a Vina Lee!!!

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- - Aromatherapy - -

I just bought a bottle of aromatherapy oil from body shop. Hmmm I choose rosemary because it's well known for its soothing, calming and relaxing properties. But seems like I couldn't smell anything. Perhaps I put too little oil. Hmmm I just followed what the sales girl from Body Shop said : 1 table spoon of water and mixed it with 2 drops of aromatherapy and burn it using oil burner. I think next time I should put more oil then. I have always want to buy aromatherapy oil so that I can relax in the darkness of my room at night.

Not only that, I also bought relaxing eye mask LOL. Yeap, it's too soothe my tired eyes. Anyway, it's getting late and time to sleep...hmmm...The best sleep is when you play jazz song and you use aromatherapy oil in your room. That will give you the perfect ambience and...I guess you can sleep very soundly =D. Furthermore, it will be much perfect if there is someone that you love beside you....Hahahaha...so much of a fantasy =P. Perhaps....one day =D.

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Bilakah dia tahu
Apa yang tlah terjadi
Semenjak hari itu
Hati ini miliknya....

Mungkinkah dia jatuh hati
Seperti apa yang kurasa
Mungkinkah dia jatuh cinta
Seperti apa yang kudamba

Bilakah dia mengerti
Apa yang tlah terjadi
Hasratku tak tertahan
Tuk dapatkan dirinya...

Mungkinkah dia jatuh hati
Seperti apa yang kurasa
Mungkin kah dia jatuh cinta
Seperti apa yang kudamba

Tuhan yakinkan dia
Tuk jatuh cinta
Hanya untukku
Andai dia tahu......

This is one of my old time favourite song by Kahitna - Andai Dia Tahu. The song is about wanting he/she to know that he/she is falling in love with him/her. Lol..it's a complicated way of explaining things. Anyway, I always like this song because...the song is simple, sweet and romantic for sure. Hahahaha...I had posted this lyrics before...I think 2 years ago. But never mind, just to remind you guys that this song is still exist!!! LOL. Wuaaaahhhh....what a sweet song! Parapapapa...I'm loving it!! OooOpss....I mixed it up with MacDonalds slogan. LOL...What am I talking about? It's lame and crap hehehe...

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- - Make Up.. - -

Hmmm today my aunt teach me how to apply make up on my face. She said I must learn to put on a little bit of make up since I'm going to be a real lady soon. LOL. The idea of putting on make up is quite fun. I spend a sum of money to buy some make up which is not a small sum..........But really, no regret about spending those money. Hmm...yeap, one day you guys will see me with my make up on hehehe....

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- - Easter - -

It has been long days and I wasn't home for the past couple of days. Huaaaa tiringggggggg!!! I can't elaborate what happened for the past two days. It's a long story hehehe...Even though I'm tired but I think these couple of days events were pretty refreshing and totally a new experience for me.

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- - Answered Prayer 2 - -

Wuahhh another good news. I guess prayer is very very powerful. My good friend, Shelly, has been offered a place in SMU!! Wow..SMU..can you imagine that? Honestly, it's not easy to get to SMU and I never dream of it. It's a prestige University in Singapore. Hahahaha really happy and proud for cellieee. Congrats yahh cellie baby ;).

I encouraged all of you guys to pray =D. Watch out for the power of prayer ;)!!!

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- - Visiting Grandma - -

Today after class I went to buy some medicine for my aunty and then pass it to my grandma (from my mom's side). My grandma was here since last friday. Actually, I had visited her on Monday and today I come and visit her again. She was here for medical check up. Hmm anyway, it's a good thing to visit my grandma because I seldom meet her. The last time I saw her was in December last year....

I stayed for two hours just to talk to my grandma. My aunty and my uncle are here too. Hmm somehow I feel that I should meet my grandma and accompany her more often. Hmmm I had thought about this for quite sometime. Hmmm I think my grandma must be very lonely without my grandpa around. My grandpa had passed away many years ago.

I think I should visit her often back home when I'm on my holiday =).

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- - Sooo Early!! Hoi..Wat Are You Thinking Gal???!! - -

Hahaha this is something that I need to laugh about. After so long, surprisingly I come to school very early..LOL. My class suppose to start at 11.30. However, some how I mixed up my time table with tomorrow's time table. I thought today's class start at 11.00!! I reached school at 11.05 and quickly go to the Lecture Room. To my astonishment, the class is empty!!! Only the lady cleaner is in the class, busy fixing the OHP projector. LOL!

After that, I go downstairs to check with the school staff whether the class has been cancelled. Then the staff told me the class start at 11.30. I come too early!! LOL.

Hahaha anyway, no harm come to school early. I can still use the time to update my blog =P. I take it as a reminder as well...how I have been late for class often. Hahaaha...I just take it as a punctuality exercise =P.

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- - Easter Drama - -

Today we have worker prayers' and followed by drama rehearsal for Easter's celebration. Hahaha...I act as a pharisee, a bad guy who wants Jesus to be crucify. Anyway, the drama rehearsal is very interesting and hilarious. Most of the time we laugh because of.....funny accent and funny acting. Hmm initially, it's rather disorganised but we managed to be more serious in the acting. As a result, the rehearsal is going pretty well. I think one of my seniors' acting is very good. He is very convincing in potraying himself as a bad guy just like the role he is assigned to. We are going to have another rehearsal tomorrow. I just hope it will be as fun as today. And it will be even better if it's more fun =D.

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- - Answered Prayer..... - -

I just remember about something. Hmmm anyway, I've been praying to God for something. Honestly, the prayer is not for me but for someone else. And there is a good news!! The good news is exactly what I have always pray in my prayer!! Hmm I think perhaps God really answers my prayer =). So...my friends out there...don't forget to pray hahaha...There is no harm in praying anyway =P. (PS : Remember to pray for your other friends too!! LOL).

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Hmm it has been raining for the past few days. Usually, it will rain heavily around 4 pm and stop in about 1 or 2 hours time hmmm....The rain is soooo heavy and it's like looking through a fog. Everything is covered by the rain...hmmm...Anyway, everytime if it's raining heavily..it will remind me of a song by Vicki Zhao Wei..Yan Yu Meng Meng..

我最怕最怕烟雨蒙蒙
看不清看不清你的身影
我曾经曾经对天呼唤
天在哭我在哭你在何处
往事一幕幕伤心一幕幕
你的眼光你的笑伴我今日孤独
烟雨一重重山水一重重
你的叮咛你的泪是我心中最痛


我最怕最怕烟雨蒙蒙
还记得风雨里和你相逢
早知道早知道如此匆匆
又何必又何必和你相逢
往事一幕幕伤心一幕幕
你的眼光你的笑伴我今日孤独
烟雨一重重山水一重重
你的叮咛你的泪是我心中最痛
 

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- - Under Tremendous Pressure and Stress - -

I'm back again to my blogging. Lately, I've been posting some song lyrics. It's simply because I guess that's how I exactly feel at that particular moments. Anyway, just put that feeling aside...I put it on hold because my final exam is coming in one month time. I should put my study as a first priority. Honestly, I'm currently under tremendous stress and pressure. Yes, I know it's one month away but I think one month is a very short time frame. I need to buck up and use this remaining one month wisely.

All of my friends are very hardworking. Even though they said the haven't prepared for their final exam but I don't want to believe that. I just think that they had done their revisions right from the start. In a way, this is a good way because I can use it as a motivator hmmmm....Or will it backfire me? Instead of a motivation factor would it be...a stress factor for me?? I don't know. But I'm really under stress now. I'm kind of tired but I can't give up yet till the very last battle. I want to pass my exam!!!! I can't imagine what I'm going to do if I really fail....

Truthfully, deep down, I want to be a first class honour. I know, sounds ridiculous...but....I just want to give my best shot. I want to do myself proud. I want my parents to be proud of me so that they will think their money was put in a good use, as a good investment if I can say so. Hmm I realise that I never excell in my studies. I want people to look up at me and show me respect. Hmm....I just want to be like...someone, somebody out there who really...excell...And I'm very proud of that somebody =).

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- - Ketika.... - -

Ketika kurasakan sudah ada
ruang dihatiku yang kau sentuh
dan ketika kusadari sudah
tak selalu indah cinta yang ada
mungkin memang ku yang harus mengerti
bilaku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
salahkah ku bila
kaulah yang ada dihatiku

adakah ku singgah dihatimu
mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku
adakah ku sedikit dihatimu
bilakah ku menggangu harimu
mungkinkah kau ingin kan adaku
akankah ku sedikit dihatimu

bila memang ku yang harus mengerti
mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki
salahkah ku bila
kaulah yang ada dihatiku
kau yang ada dihatiku

bila cinta kita tak kan tercipta
ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti
adakah diriku singgah dihatimu
dan bilakah kau tau
kaulah yang ada dihatiku
kau yang ada dihatiku
adakah ku dihatimu...

This is another sweet songs that I come across by Maliq & D'essentials - Ketika. Actually it's a hidden track in their album but most people don't know the title. But, hey...right now I know the titled called "Ketika". Yeap...I like this part a lot " adakah ku singgah dihatimu.... mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku... adakah ku sedikit dihatimu". But above all, I guess the main part of the song is the last paragraph. Hmm..nice..nice..nice =).

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